Ber - Halfway (Official Video)

Official Music Video for "Halfway" by Ber Halfway back to myself ❤️️ Welcome to Halfway ! The song, the lyrics, the video, and what was essentially the start of an Era (and EP!) for me. I wrote this song in a New York hotel room over zoom after telling my friends that I had finally accepted my break up (it had been a whole year), which was good, but on the flip side I was feeling numb to the thought of moving on, and I was jealous of the old me who felt everything so intensely. If heartbreak were a timeline, I felt like I was halfway through it. This song is for anyone who has ever felt that, or feels stuck between hurt and happy. For this video, I wanted to show you what my “halfway” year has looked like. I’ve been healing and touring and dating all year, it’s been overwhelming to say the least, and while it’s been beautiful and exciting for my career, I’ve struggled personally with my mental health in a new way I’d never struggled before. I’m so proud of how far I’ve come and how much I’ve learned about myself, and I know things will never quite feel the same, but that’s the point. Eventually, we move forward, and time heals in its own rollercoaster of a way. Thank you all for playing a role in my healing and I hope you find a piece of yourself in this song. ❤️️ Video directed and edited and illustrated by ber (me!) Dad-cam footage captured by Allison Garrigan, Landon Conrath, Ber and Rockford Copiskey ❤️️ stream it here: https://ber.ffm.to/halfwaylaylo instagram: / heythereitsber tiktok: / heythereitsber Lyrics: Don't really care that i'm at an airport every dinner tastes like cardboard Every song has all of the same chords All of my clothes don’t fit in the same way Every step forward feels like a mistake I still pretend i know what he would say But i don't Never will And it's fine But it's also really not Halfway good, halfway bad Halfway really fucking mad Almost wish it would pass Halfway kinda want it back Halfway meeting someone else Halfway nothing really helps me unfeel how i felt Halfway back to myself I, I I used to think those nights were the hardest Pain right there that spot where your heart is I didn’t know that i would be missing How good it hurt how good it hurt It’s better than whatever the hell this is Sitting alone and secretly wishing You’ll come and hurt me all over again Maybe it’s worse maybe it’s worse Or its not Yes it is And i'm fine But i'm also really not, I’m Halfway good, halfway bad Halfway really fucking mad Almost wish it would pass Halfway kinda want it back Halfway meeting someone else Halfway nothing really helps me unfeel how i felt Halfway back to myself Ahhhh Ahhh Halfway me, halfway you Halfway trying to undo Halfway scared that i’ll forget all the good things we went through Halfway here, halfway trying To just feel like i'm not dying Halfway put you on a shelf Halfway back to myself I’m